Monday, January 7, 2013

Examining The Crossroads

Pinned ImageThere is always options in life. You can always try something and if you do not like it it is your birthright to choose again! As we get older the want for security seems to grow and so dose the want for freedom. But what dose it really mean to be secure? What dose it really mean to have freedom in a free country. I think maybe I should just be more thankful.  Yes, I still love what I do. Maybe I am not in love with the way I am doing it or what it is producing. Everything takes work to keep the energy of it alive. So, I still love it! I am still passionate about it! But my want to be able to do more for my clients is a ever growing feeling. The want for what I do to provide more than the basic necessities of life for my family and myself is an ever growing thought.The want to expand on my knowledge and expertise is always nudging me forward looking at options. I am looking for a business model and life that is the essence of more simple more profound , less tracks, more impact! What dose that mean? It means that everything in life has layers and levels and It is up to each of us to create the opportunities to expand on those levels and layers of the things we love and life itself. To refine them.The same could be said about relationships. Maybe I have the American syndrome that my Greek surrogate mother would say is a epidemic , we have to much and we want so much in America. I do know that I would like to create balance between conservation and consumption. Balance between spirituality and materialism. Balance between work and play! I took the question " what do I want for my future? " And instead asked ,"what do I enjoy most about each week?" What I realized surprised me. But first I had to stop, look, listen, to what was really going on inside.I also had to remind myself why did I start doing this in the first place and will these new opportunities help accomplish what I had set out to do so long ago? It seems  that what I had been wanting for several years is very different then what I started and now that what I have wanted is right in front of me ,I am reminded of what I really had set out to do.

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